Colours

Let me see if I can turn black into white,
To make my optimism reach a new height,
I strangled their hopes to see my light,
But the end is just not right.

Confusing to start with,
Confusing to end with,
These are not just words
With which you can survive with.

My thoughts survive on a feeding tube,
An acarpous brain no longer contemplates,
Aboulia strikes,
A cacophony of colours jolts my mind.

A colour survives in the end,
RED.